THE WAY

There is a way to go. This inner voice you couldn’t handle because it wanted to be heard.

You did say: I can’t do it. They would hate me.

Everyone hates someone. Every problem in this world. Even if you think you are the only one were once experienced by others.

Fun fact: The world still runs. Nothing happened since then. You are here to do failures. As failures are those who teach you life.

And even if you think: Oh my god! Im stucked in this situation. You are not.

If you learned from your failures, you never can’t be in the same situation. As everything what you’ve learned leads to another action.

Maybe your nervous system tries to protect you. And you have this stone in your throat. Swollowing is not possible and your stomach is filled with doubt. You are again here.

The panic room. And everything seems to fall apart. But it’s not.

You have learned a huge lesson. To not let you down again. You didn’t do all of that shit, went through hell, to put your head down and do nothing.

Now you are. And you know you are. You aren’t anymore in the building. Your are in creating. Creation a path not only for you.

So if you think your nervous system is right it will lead to the same actions you take everytime. This time it isn’t that way.

This time. You have to override everything what you believed when you were in your survival mode.

Unlearning almost 11 years is not easy, hell you have to let die so much from your own. But it’s worth it.

Because you are worth it. Every night you spend alone. Every illness you went through without being asked, every step you took unknowingly where it leads. It led you here.

Welcome my dear.

Take a breath and don’t look back. Look with intensity to where you came from and where you are know.

You made it. Not completely, but almost. And to be honest:

You made it 😉

Be proud of you. Despite all the circumstances you went through especially the last two years. You learned a lot.

That people will everytime try to manipulate you instead of changing themselves. Now you know, that nothing has to do with everytime due to circumstances people are in but due to choices they prefer to take in order to deny the responsibility of their behaviour.

You are here my dear. You are here and you will be. And you will glow, and you will rise. Don’t ever allow anyone again dimming your light. Never allow anyone again to believe that you deserve circumstances only because you didn’t act like they asked for.

Never again punish yourself. You are good as you are my dear.

You don’t need anyones validation. As the people asking to validate you, can’t validate themselves.

Never ask for advice from people who are not like you want to be or are not there where you want to be. It’s useless. And never give advice to those who only want to fill the room with empty words.

Welcome, my dear. On your way to yourself.

Do so many failures as you can as this will strenghten your charakter, you will know yourself, your integrity and your dark side.

And in order to be, you have to know every aspect of your colours. And every side is yours. It’s a part of you. And to know yourself cuts the possibility that others can trigger you.

Be yourself my dear. Nothing is more worth than you anymore….

Now it’s your turn 😉